Cursing Cousins

I wonder if they know I dont give af about the blue cheese on their salad or about their family's new rabbit The weather has been the same for weeks so why do we need to kiki about the lack of condensation when there's inflation and asset devaluation the nation is in bile, famine, and sporadic pandemics Doesn't it hurt to smile rather to pretend and to talk about the same thing every day Backstage clock out curtain call the play Ceases I wonder if deep they don't care either The energy it takes speaking has my spirit leaking I feel grim to say fuck them kids I don't care about the puddle in your driveway even though it didn't rain the games you play with the gang down out the brewery I prefer silence and quiet I do my work I go home and have my excitement and they’ll never know I might peel back the external and glow rather slow but careful to expose the more they know it's like touching a hot stove on my end, I would like to be friends but every time in the past I've tried my business like dirty water gets t